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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Waiting Well

One of my most favorite quotes is from Oswald Chambers,

"God gives us a vision, and then He takes us down to the valley to batter us into the shape of the vision... So, that He might trust us with the reality of the vision."

(My Upmost for His Highest - July 6)

I cannot be certain, but I am pretty sure the following Biblical heroes would agree with Oswald’s idea of being given a vision and then waiting out a valley experience for the Vision to Become Reality.

Noah: was asked to build an ark *(when he had never seen rain), and then WAITED IN THE MIDST OF MOCKERY 120 years for the great flood to occur.

Abraham & Sarah: received a promise that the number of stars in the heavens would represent the number of their descendants, and then WAITED AGAINST ALL LOGICAL HOPE until Abraham was 100 before their 1st child was born.

Joseph: was given a vision of influence and then WAITED AFTER BEING BETRAYED BY THOSE CLOSEST TO HIM throughout his youth, slavery, and imprisonment before he was promoted to a position of prestige.

Moses: felt called to rescue Israel from bondage, and then WAITED in the desert 40 years FOR THE DIRECTION AND CALL OF GOD.

Moses: felt called to lead the Israelites into the Promised Land, and then WAITED 40 years UNTIL THE HEARTS OF THE PEOPLE WERE PREPARED.

Esther: was married off to an older man, from another culture, and given a death sentence... then WAITED FOR GOD'S TIMING AND ANOINTING to be called into the King's presence to request the life of her people be spared.

David: was anointed as king of Israel, and then WAITED through exile and persecution FOR HIS APPOINTED TIME to rule.

Post Resurrection Church: went through the heinous crucifixion of Christ, rumored resurrection of the Messiah, and then WAITED FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT to descend and impart Christ's anointing power.

New Testament Church: AWAITS THE PROMISE & final return of Christ.

Waiting appears to be a theme in the vision becoming reality, right? So, how do we wait well in the midst of the valley experiences? September 5th's exert from My Utmost for His Highest had an interesting viewpoint on WAITING WELL - I know it is long, but it is worth it, so keep readingJ.

Watching with Jesus
"Stay hear and watch with Me." ~ Matthew 26:38

Watch with Me. Jesus was saying in effect, "Watch with no private point of view at all, but watch solely and entirely with Me." In the early stage of our Christian life, we do not watch with Jesus, we watch for Him. We do not watch with Him through the revealed truth of the Bible even in the circumstance of our own lives. Our Lord is trying to introduce us to identification with Himself through a particular "Gethsemane" experience of our own. But we refuse to go, saying "No, Lord, I can't see the meaning of this, and besides, it's very painful." And how can we possibly watch with Someone who is so incomprehensibly? How are we going to understand Jesus sufficiently to watch with Him in His Gethsemane, when we don't even know why He is suffering? We don't know how to watch with Him - we are only used to the idea of Jesus watching with us.

The disciples loved Jesus Christ to the limit of their natural capacity, but they did not fully understand His purpose. In the Garden of Gethsemane they slept as a result of their own sorrow, and at the end of three years of the closest and most intimate relationship of their lives they "all... forsook Him and fled" (26:56)

"They were all filled with the Holy Spirit..." (Acts 2:4). "They" refers to the same people, but something wonderful has happened between these two events - our Lord's death, Resurrection, and Ascension - and the disciples have now been invaded and "filled with the Holy Spirit." Our Lord had said, "You shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you..." (Acts 1:8). This meant that they learned to watch with Him the rest of their lives.

Here is what I am thinking… if my learning to wait WITH God is how the vision becomes reality IN ME? I am wondering if waiting beside the Lord, resting in His presence, and learning to see what He sees is apart of the "becoming process.” I am wondering if when I stop chasing the transformation, so that I might look the part, and simply sit beside Him, if that is when the transformation of who I am takes place.

I once heard a teacher say, "whatever you see in public, that you admire and respect, was learned in private through struggle and turmoil.” Personally, I long for moments like the day David gallantly fought and killed Goliath with one stone. The catch is that I am often unwilling to WAIT and LEARN in the field with the sheep, instead choosing to perform for an applauding audience! I am finding, however, that only after the loneliness and heartache of the valley, am I able to:

  • Know God is able to slay my Goliath.
  • Walk out onto the battlefield.
  • Give God the glory after The Vision Becomes Reality!!!

Today’s Focus:

1. Stay put...
“Stay here and watch with Me.” Matthew 26:38


2. Watch with Jesus and see what He sees.

“Stay here and watch with Me.” Matthew 26:38

6 comments:

  1. So good for us to read - thank you sweet friend!

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  2. Great revelation. We are being shaped to the vision.
    Dad

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  3. Rain in the Bible indicates blessing. There is rain on mountains and valleys. There is a blessing in the valley.

    Me likey the entry :)

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  4. Aurora - this is so weird. All week my dad has been quoting Duet. 11:11 which says, "But the land you are crossing the Jordan to take possession of is a land of mountains and valleys that drinks rain from heaven." What made you think to say to say this?

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  5. Each of your blogs have touched me so deeply Angel, this one was especially powerful(as I sit here with tears running down my face). You have a way with words and the things you are writing about are so close to my heart and where I am at right now. Thank you for sharing your heart.

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  6. Krystal - I am so thankful you got something out of this post. Sometimes, it just helps to know we are not alone. Hang in there. Isaiah 55:12 says, "we will go out with joy, and be lead forth with in peace." Something good always comes in the waiting times, even if it is joy and peace!

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